Tuesday, November 22, 2011

Changes

Leave it to my body to make up its own mind about things. I can't expect everything to go according to plan, can I?

I woke up to the tiniest bit of spotting. By 9:15 I was bleeding. By 10:00 I was ready to confirm it was my period. By 10:30 I was on the phone with my RE asking him if he still wanted me to come to my appointment tomorrow. Yeah, I made a lot of trips to the bathroom today. 

He said that the bleeding wasn't likely anything to be too concerned about, but that it may change our plans. Yeah, it definitely will. 

I'm bummed that things are going to change. There is a slim to zero chance we will be doing our FET on December 5th. 

On the other hand, I'm glad AF finally showed. I've NEVER skipped my period before, although I've had some cycles in the 40 day range. Today is 48 days since my D&C and hysteroscopy. It is 15 days since my last progesterone pill, so it is hard to say what is going on. 

When I was planning on a December 5th transfer I didn't think it was going to work. I didn't understand why I would skip my period for the first time ever and then transfer embryos something like 60 days later and expect them to hang around. I just wanted to complete this cycle regardless of the outcome. To move on and move forward from the IVF cycle from hell. 

I started Lupron for my original round of IVF last January. I never made it to stims. In July I started stims but never made it to transfer. I am SO READY to complete this IVF cycle already.

The fact that I actually started my period gives me hope and makes me much more optimistic for the success of this FET.  

I still have my appointment at 9:00 tomorrow. I'm hoping we can come up with a new plan that doesn't put us back by much. We had been considering 11/11 CD 1, so today is only 11 days after that. I would really like to complete 1 IVF cycle in 2011. Is that asking too much?

4 comments:

  1. hope your DR appointment goes well tomorrow!

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  2. No it's not asking too much. You deserve to have that chance, but you want the best chance possible. If your RE says it would be best to wait till things look optimal, maybe that is your best bet.
    I'm sorry things keep changing on you!
    MissC

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  3. Yeah, this has pretty much been the longest IVF cycle ever for you! You totally deserve that positive pregnancy test before New Year's!

    I got my period today too, starting stims tomorrow. We'll end up in the TWW together! Good luck!!!

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  4. It sucks to be a bit delayed again, but if it's making your feel more confident about the overall chance of success for this cycle, it will be totally worth it! I hope you get to transfer in 2011!!!

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